The greatest predicament that I am at is knowing God is good. Everything that entails in all that He is puts me in an unbearable shame that causes me to stay at where I am at and carry on.
It makes it hard to go back. Really hard.
Then the other side of this problem is that … sometimes you look at others.
Why is it that it is so easy for them to sift out parts of Him that is so good, catering themselves, as if putting God into their disposal - whenever handy,”Ah! This will do..” Yet there is no shame in them for what they are when all they are is all that God is not.
But there is not really that we can do. I may be wrong here, one way or another.
Why, oh myself, do you ponder on the things that you can do to redeem yourself when you know there is nothing that you can do?